it’s so fucked up that todoroki’s mom is basically imprisoned in a hospital by her forced-marriage husband and has been for several years

“he gave me a flower” no he’s been keeping you imprisoned in a hospital for literal years!!! this is some fucked up shit!!! he forced you to marry him!!! did you even know him before you got married??? you have several kids with him did you even want to have sex with him??? WHAT THE FUCK

fuck endeavor tbh

i think that instead of pulling the metaphorical knife out of my chest and letting it heal, enduring the pain which would eventually lead to it healing, i just left a big ass metaphorical weapon in my chest and let it heal over, all fucked up and such so the metaphorical wound bever actually healed and never silved the problem, which was that i have a huge weapon impaled in my chest

sometimes – most of the time – i feel fine. and other times it hurts real bad and i know theres something wrong

classpect

so i LIKE both mage and seer as my classpect but neither of them fit as well as i would like

so im trying a diff tactic and trying out sylph

so far it looks like sylph of heart but idk

this is all just supposed to be fun but now im obsessing over it and i know theres no “right” answer bc im a person not a character

i want to read a hanahaki story where the character coughing up petals for someone is okay with getting the surgery that will remove the flowers in their lungs that are slowly killing them because the person they love so clearly isnt interested in them they arent even willing to ask them about their relationship and potentially ruin it with their feelings

then the object of their affections finds out somehow and they confess and theres a happily ever after because i want happy endings

sometimes, i start thinking about learning something or doing something and it makes me feel…hungry, metaphorically speaking.

and thats weird bc i dont usually want things, i mean like i’ll want fast food instead of canned soup or something, or to read a certain book or fic over others, but not big things. not really.

and…

i dont know. i kind of like that hungry feeling. i wish i had it more and that it would stick around sometimes.