well fuck.

i think i *am* a highly sensitive person who Feels Things Deeply All The Time Always

god damn it

more homestuck classpect shit no one but me cares about

everytime i try to think about my classpect i come back to mage/seer and some combo of time/doom/heart/mind/light/void. which is too many.

honestly i think it’s more mage than seer, and more time/mind/void. seer doesn’t quite fit, and doom/heart/light also only sort of fit – but that makes me think it’s more likely one of those, and that i just want the “coolest” one.

lately i’ve been feeling mage of void

because it’s one of the only ones where i don’t feel like something is being forced onto me in some regard, that there’s no specific perspective or worldview i’ve being shoehorned into that may or may not be correct and may or may not be something that needs to be revised. which, choosing the aspect of nothingness is kind of a cop-out, but it’s the closest i’ve gotten to something that feels like it fits.

this post is just a note to myself

hey self

you decided you were gonna keep shipping it even though it’s not canon (EDIT: and won’t be)

past you has decided to do it so fuck everything else

so the predators are going to the stanley cup final

i guess the moral of the story is that i will read or watch virtually anything if it’s emotionally compelling

is it just me or am i getting more forgetful lately

rolled up to the senators vs penguins game beginning of 3rd period

what the hell it’s 0-6 in favor of penguins

the penguins are straight up murdering the senators what on earth is going on

this is fandom

me: *canon does something i really dont like*

me: *freaks out, tries to think of ways it won’t be true*

me, eventually: fuck canon i do what i want

so i’m watching the preds vs ducks game

lebelinoria:

and my internal monologue for most of 3rd period was that the predators aren’t going to win, they’re really unlikely to come back, it sucks for them that – oh wait they scored. good for them. still not gonna win cause they need two more to win and at least one to tie to get into overtime – wait a second they scored again? theyre tied and there’s like a minute left? whoa. i didn’t expect that.

honestly though they blew the power play it was 5-3 for a bit on there. but they managed to score a goal after the powerplay.

anyway, pretty surprising. i would not have guessed it.

well i was right about them not winning

so i’m watching the preds vs ducks game

and my internal monologue for most of 3rd period was that the predators aren’t going to win, they’re really unlikely to come back, it sucks for them that – oh wait they scored. good for them. still not gonna win cause they need two more to win and at least one to tie to get into overtime – wait a second they scored again? theyre tied and there’s like a minute left? whoa. i didn’t expect that.

honestly though they blew the power play it was 5-3 for a bit on there. but they managed to score a goal after the powerplay.

anyway, pretty surprising. i would not have guessed it.