it’s so weird when an old habitual way of thinking creeps back into your mind out of nowhere years down the line
it’s cold outside and i was debating running home to grab my jacket and then i decided against it, & i had a thought like “u deserve to b cold and make urself shiver it’s exercise u fat fuck” and i had to do a double take like WHAT who said that … hadda turn around and fight off the ghost of my 16yr old self with a broom… like who let you back in here ….
Do you ever get that obsessed with a song that no matter how many times you listen to it, it’s never enough, it’s never loud enough, it’s never satisfying enough, but it’s just too powerful to you, to stop listening to
what’s really annoying about doing things is that there’s almost nothing you get to do just once and be done. die, i guess? everything else you gotta do it, and then in a couple hours you gotta do it again, and you gotta do it AGAIN. there’s never gonna be a time in my life i don’t have to somehow obtain food and eat it!!! fucked up. i already did that like 5000 times.
just moving along like everyone else 