i look an stare so deep in your eyes i’m touching you more and more every time when you leave i’m begging you not to go, call your name 2,3 times in a row it’s such a funny thing to try an explain how i’m feeling, and my pride is the one to blame cus i know i don’t understand how your love can do what no-one else can
Tokoyami: wise sage, give me what I need to banish the darkness from my mind
Pharmacist: here’s your antidepressants.
Tokoyami: no curse of mine shall befall you from my dying breath
Pharmacist: thank you
it’s so interesting and puts a different perspective on his story when you consider that kirishima is likely an unreliable narrator. i mean, think about it, his entire character arc is him continuing to believe he’s not strong or skilled enough to be a good hero yet looking from the world around him there are almost no signs of that being true. he scored second place in the entrance exams with considerable points in both villain and rescue, eighth in the quirk apprehension test (when his quirk + the way he uses it is one of his biggest insecurities), was highlighted for his bravery during USJ, made it to round three of the sports festival and held his own in more than one tournament match, does well in training, performs well in the license exam, secures an internship and is immediately hailed as a promising hero-in-training by his mentors and media alike, great handling of his quirk with unbreakable…you see his internal struggles but they never really stop him from moving forward. even in the fight that causes him to “break” he does so well that fatgum stops to say he shouldn’t be underestimated. one of his only failures was final exams and that came down to technique more than his actual abilities
and even more than that, everyone around him sees him as this spirited hardworking likable guy – one of the pillars of the class, proves his clear aspiration with his hero name, has the sort of heroic values that led him to take action in kamino, all the things he’s trying to get himself to be. out of all the characters in bnha, you’d never doubt that he more than deserves to be a UA student. he raises the surface level of his “my quirk’s not heroic” spiel on the bus to USJ and midoriya immediately starts gushing about how cool it is. at the beginning of the iconic “if you refuse to go down that means you’re stupidly strong” scene, his friends are startled that he’s even worrying about that sort of thing because they’ve never seen him as anything other than tough and talented and their equal – and there he was, saying he didn’t think he measured up.
there’s a scene that caught my attention while i was watching the sports festival arc with my friend – near the beginning of the obstacle course, todoroki covers the floor with ice to trap other competitors, and there’s a shot of some of class A evading it while deku talks about how their abilities (both quirks and from training) are on another level. most of the characters in the shot are using their quirks to avoid the ice – ie bakugou blasting himself up, yaomomo using a pole to pole-vault over it – but kirishima’s quirk doesn’t help in that situation. he was in that shot just because his reflexes and physical abilities are so good that he could avoid an attack that big with no warning just by jumping. then two minutes later, it’s dismissed for a joke, but a giant robot falls on him and he gets out completely unharmed. probably not meant to be very significant, but god, he’s so much more skilled than he gives himself credit for.
and that’s why his story is so significant, because he still has room to improve and still has personal issues to tackle, but so much of his growth is moving away from the mentality that he’s weak and his power is useless. internship arc and unbreakable come long after he’s proved himself to be a great hero
kirishima: i don’t have the power, skill, or confidence to become a hero
Anime Villain Organization™ : Young brooding anti-hero™ …you are extremely talented…more talented than any of the heroes. They don’t recognize it. They hold you back. Don’t you feel disillusioned? Aren’t you losing faith in Good™ and realizing that your life-long goal can only be accomplished through Evil™? We can make it come true. Join us. Young brooding anti-hero™ : …Shit….everything you said is true…I have no choice…to accomplish my goal…I must become Evil™.
Villain Alliance: Young brooding anti-hero™ Kacchan…you are extremely talented…more talented than any of the heroes. They don’t recognize it. They hold you back. Don’t you feel disillusioned? Aren’t you losing faith in Good™ and realizing that your life-long goal can only be accomplished through Evil™?
We can make it come true.
Join us. Kacchan: Interesting offer. Here’s my response: Fuck yourself with a rake. The sharp end. With the spokes. Shove all the spokes up your asshole. All of them at once. As far as they go. Until they’re poking out your throat and you choke on them and die. Then I’ll kill you again. And then I’ll kill you a third time for good measure. And a fourth time because you had the fucking audacity to kidnap me. I’m angsty not evil you fucking shitstain.
u kno i see all these soulmate fics where todoroki hates having a soulmate and thinks its a distraction/useless/another thing to hurt him and thats valid but like, i’d love to see more fics where having a soulmate is his anchor, yknow? the thread he holds onto throughout his life that keeps him from drowning completely. where’s my desperately hopeful todoroki who starves for somebody to understand him at the most basic level, who clings to the idea of his soulmate like a lifeline, who holds the concept close to his heart and keeps it there. wheres my todoroki who spitefully nurtures this precious thing and refuses to let endeavor stomp it out. theres so much power in embracing the soft and vulnerable parts of yourself and idk i just think my Very Good Boy Todoroki deserves at least one universe where that isnt completely torn from him