i really need to get around to looking at extra game or whatever bc The Jabberwocky is a great poem and that some assholes called themselves Jabberwocky and in return the miragen et al called themselves Vorpal Swords is just like…i just love it. so much.

so like i KNOW i should be doing better and i KNOW i should care more but my brain is not working with me here it’s hard to concentrate on this for whatever reason and like. lately i’ve noticed i’ve been increasingly not caring about things that are important. this assignment is important but on a certain level…just turn in what you’ve got yeah it’s crappy but whatever.

it’s Not Good and when i see my therapist i’m gonna make sure to mention it bc this is concerning and i don’t like it.

at some point you have to decide whether you’re willing to turn in something at least kinda shitty or spend a bunch of time working on it when it might not amount to much/you have other things to work on/you’re brain is just. Not. Right now.