sometimes, i start thinking about learning something or doing something and it makes me feel…hungry, metaphorically speaking.

and thats weird bc i dont usually want things, i mean like i’ll want fast food instead of canned soup or something, or to read a certain book or fic over others, but not big things. not really.

and…

i dont know. i kind of like that hungry feeling. i wish i had it more and that it would stick around sometimes.