stuff about depression under the read more

so like i dont think i can use my mood as a predictor/gauge for my depression very accurately anymore

because mood wise i feel basically fine! not great, bc i never feel great but not bad.

so i would assume im fine except that i havent showered for over a week, yesterday was the first time i brushed my teeth in more time than i care to remember, and ive been lying in bed since i came home like 3-4 hours ago

i need to see my therapist