it’s so weird when an old habitual way of thinking creeps back into your mind out of nowhere years down the line
it’s cold outside and i was debating running home to grab my jacket and then i decided against it, & i had a thought like “u deserve to b cold and make urself shiver it’s exercise u fat fuck” and i had to do a double take like WHAT who said that … hadda turn around and fight off the ghost of my 16yr old self with a broom… like who let you back in here ….