writing-prompt-s:

air-jupiter:

writing-prompt-s:

What’s the most valuable lesson that you have learned this year?

I used to convince myself that because my feelings didn’t cloud my judgement, I was always acting on my judgement.

Recently I’ve broken it down into three major components: logic, disordered logic, and emotions. Although I’m perfectly capable of differentiating the difference between my logic and my disordered logic, my disordered logic still makes me feel the same way my logic does, and my feelings may not cloud my judgement but they tend to overpower it.

To combat that, I have to learn how be confident in my ability to handle my emotional state and prioritise logic, but that’s a bit hard due to my… crippling depression 👌

I’m working through it though. It’s a step by step process, and although I’m not confident in my abilities now I know that the solution is to just keep strengthening them. It won’t happen in a day, I’m sure I’ll have my good days and my bad days, but recovery isn’t all sunshine and rainbows.

All I know is that I’ll be okay.

Your ability to reflect honestly on yourself and your own flaws..now that’s what I call strength, amigo. Respect.