i have a weird relationship with how i perceive my body. not in shame way, in the more basic sense of “shit, i have a body”

every once in a while i have an odd feeling of “…hey…wait a minute…i have a physical body that people see and associate with me! i have a body! i’m not just a brain with hands!”

and sometimes i’ll catch my reflection in a window or something and just stare because whoa, that’s me right there

am i low key dissociating all the time?